
Gather round, kids! That’s right. It’s time for the annual accountability post on my writing blog. Sounds fun, right? I know you’ve been on pins and needles, anticipating this ALL YEAR, so without further ado I give you…
MY 2022 RESOLUTIONS:
This year I attempted to pace myself by breaking large goals into smaller parts with specific deadlines. Ever since I did Nanowrimo in 2007, I’ve been in love with the magic of deadlines, so I thought this would be a more helpful strategy than general goals for the year. Witness the results.
- CLEAN OUT MY CRAFT ROOM/WORKSPACE BY JANUARY 31st
FAILED (by deadline/partial by year’s end).
–I thought that I could adjust deadlines as needed, but given my mental state as well as the Herculean task of cleaning this space, what actually happened is I just postponed it indefinitely. Addressing the craft room also flew in the face of my decluttering strategy, which deals with high visibility areas first. Since I can easily avoid this room–it’s adjacent to the garage downstairs, I just avoided working on it.
However, at the end of August, disaster struck when our septic backed up downstairs. This resulted in a hotel stay, a huge bill, an insurance claim, and the stripping down and rebuild of almost the entire downstairs. Though my craft room managed to escape damage, we threw large amounts of things in a dumpster, leaving my garage mostly empty. Since I spent so much time throwing things away, decluttering, etc. I was more motivated to work on the room. I’ve finally managed to begin this month, and though it’s just one section so far, I want to continue to work on this throughout 2023.
- WORK ON MY MANUSCRIPT IN TWO MONTH INTERVALS
FAILED.

–I tried. I really tried.
I SWEAR.
But every time I started to make headway, something would come up. I know others have things worse than me–I am comparatively very lucky, but after awhile I just lost the thread. I became depressed. Honestly, several times this year I went through periods of depression where I didn’t read or write at all for a month or more. I’ve always found reading to be my refuge, and I went through periods where I couldn’t stand to pick up a book; that’s never happened before in my entire life. Luckily I had some previously completed work that I used for my monthly online obligations.
So my self-imposed deadline went out the window.
- CLEAN OUT MY GARAGE BY APRIL 1st
FAILED (by deadline/partial by year’s end).
–Although I did not clean my garage by April, the septic backed up into the garage in August which resulted in throwing almost all of its contents into a dumpster. So, the thin silver lining of a poo-filled cloud is that my garage has much less stuff in it than before.
Though the garage floor has been disinfected and washed, there is still a lot that needs to be done: decluttering the shelves and some other areas, setting up an organizational system for storage, and general cleanup.
- ORGANIZE BEDROOM JULY 1st
FAILED (by deadline/SUCCESS by year’s end).
–Despite missing my deadline, I *DID* manage to accomplish this goal! I had a problem corner where things piled up, so I decluttered and replaced the pile with a set of drawers for clothes and blankets. My bookshelves were overflowing with projects, DVDs, and (unbelievably) books. I cleared these out and organized them: the bookshelf top displays knickknacks and notebooks, one shelf is for current projects and books being read, and the last two are for reference materials.
- SUBMIT HERA UNCHAINED TO PUBLISHER BY DECEMBER 31st.
FAILED (See Resolution #2).

–Again. Life. Complications. Depression. Deadline out the window.
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YEAR ROUND:
*PROMOTE PINHOLES: TRAVELING THROUGH THE CURTAIN OF THE NIGHT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
SUCCESS (Partial).
–There weren’t a lot of opportunities for promotion, though I did take advantage of the ones available to me.
The reason I say it’s only a partial success is that I had plans to do online promotion via videos and interviews. I wanted to learn how to create 3d and virtual media for consumption via Oculus. Some opportunities fell through, but I decided not to create videos on my own because I simply couldn’t bring myself to make them.
*KEEP UP MY MONTHLY POSTING SCHEDULES FOR MY WRITING BLOG AND MY PATREON
SUCCESS.

–I posted once a month to this blog as well as a separate post (usually complementary) to my Patreon. One of the few complete successes I accomplished this year!
I did not mention Kaleidoscope’s publication earlier, because it was not one of my specific New Year’s Resolutions. I am obviously really proud of this book though–my best poetry collection so far!–so I would be remiss not to mention its publication. It was one of the few bright spots in my year.
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2022 REFLECTIONS:

Obviously, I’ve done better.
In past years, I’ve done much better, with a steady decline since the pandemic started. Are we still considered to be in the pandemic? I’m not sure, though certainly people’s attitudes toward public appearances and health have shifted dramatically. This is the first year in awhile that I’ve failed at more resolutions than I’ve succeeded. If this was my report card for highschool, I would need to repeat the year.
Still, the resolutions themselves did what they were supposed to do: they kept my goals in mind, even when I kept getting derailed by life changes.
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2023 NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTIONS:

Honestly, I don’t feel mentally in a place to make new resolutions, as I’m still off balance from this year’s disasters. I’m not complaining. As I’ve already acknowledged, others have had things much worse than myself and my family, but it’s important to be truthful about my state of mind. I was not at my best this year, but the important thing is to keep trying. Since my 2022 deadlines weren’t helpful, I think this time I’ll keep my resolutions simple.
- BE OPEN TO NEW OPPORTUNITIES (even if they are outside my comfort zone).
–I admit that certain things scare me: public speaking (though I’ve made a lot of progress in this area), unscripted appearances, and (especially) anything that requires me to perform memorized material. I promise that, as long as it is within my ability, I will say yes to opportunities to promote my work or literary events in general.
- KEEP MAKING PROGRESS WITH MY WRITING.
–I will keep up with my two online monthly obligations–this blog and my Patreon, as well as personal projects like my Hera novel. Although changing circumstances forced me to take a break from Hera, I have not abandoned the project–merely postponed it. It may take longer, perhaps much longer, but I will eventually finish this novel. It’s been in my head for years, so I will continue to work on it. I anticipate writing smaller increments over a longer period of time, or I might even decide to write it in serial form. I’m not sure yet, other than I will continue to write the book until it’s completion (though it might take several years).
- TAKE CARE OF MYSELF MENTALLY.
–My usual go-to response when things get hairy is to try to look on the bright side, but as more things go wrong this gets harder. So I will try to look for the cloud’s silver lining, while also acknowledging that sometimes things just suck. And that’s okay. And it’s okay if I need to take a break for my mental health. Acknowledging that I feel bad allows me to deal with it so I can get past it. I will continue to work on this in 2023.
I will continue to work towards my goals while knowing my limitations. I tend to volunteer for things, as well as add on to projects, and in the past year I haven’t been able to keep up. As much as I enjoy helping out, I need to recognize I can’t do everything.
And if I need to see a counselor, I will do so again. I have done so in the past, and I’ve always found it helpful. If you are struggling emotionally, I highly recommend this.
These three things seem (*fingers crossed*) within my grasp. Although I’ve had trouble succeeding at my 2022 resolutions, I’ve been relatively successful at accomplishing these newly stated goals throughout the year., So I feel confident I can meet them in 2023.
Now if you’ll excuse me, I need to buy myself an adamantium umbrella for when the sky starts falling…
Thank you for visiting my blog, and I hope you’ll return in January! I’ll start 2023 with a post about the books I’ve read in 2022, so maybe you’ll find your next great read. I hope your holidays are happy. Have a great new year. Stay safe, stay well, and read often. See you next year!
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